Am I just supposed to talk here, or perhaps rant? I don't really know. I guess I could tell you about myself, not that it will accomplish much. No, I'd rather you find that out on your own. How about the usual everyday basics then? What have I been up to since I haven't been on here often, you strange people wonder idly. It's a project. And yes, I am starting to curl my lips upwards at just the mentioning of it. This is more of a heads up than an update, in all honesty. This project, since its birth a few months ago, has consumed my interest as a whole. Relentlessly I've been studying, writing, drawing, photographing, and digging my little fingers into the brains of those I find of suitable use. It's the main reason as to why I haven't been on here and tending to this profile more.
I'm not getting into details just yet. Not even those that have helped, minus one, know what it is about. Which is just as fun. Once the work is mostly finished and what not it will be made public and I'll be posting up the links necessary for it to be viewed.
I don't know about any of you, but I've often questioned the basis of humanity. Story-telling is all about the characters and plot, there is a lot of psychology that goes into it. This is meant to incorporate a lot into this. Humanity as a whole is divided up and looked upon differently by a person’s perspective. It's sort of like the good and evil version, where the hero believes the antagonist is evil while the antagonist believes the hero is evil. The villain could know they are doing something negative, but sees the hero as the villain in return for trying to interrupt. Matter of opinion, where the third party has to choose and decide just which party they belong to. As well as be accepted by that party itself, should they want to be accepted.
Would you be someone who would be blinded, sucked into denial and unable to see just what path you were walking? Or would you be aware, on the ball and judgmental over both parties? Who would you be, how you would be defined, it is all about individualism and perspective that navigates us to our choices. Ones friends and family may even be surprised about to see. This is another important factor for this project. Others defining their own individual selves on their own, without relying upon others for help or looking to them for acceptance in the answers they have chosen. This project will define whether you will be sitting next to your best friend, whom you whole heartily believe you know, and will force you to look upon them and see that they perhaps did not make the same choices as you thought they would. As you hoped they would.
Is this dividing people?
Probably.
Could it be helping them as well?
Definitely.
I always found it kind of silly how the person we see nearly every day face to face is someone we really don't know as well as we think. We're subjected to believe those we love, those that are familiar to us, hold no secrets. We are surprised to learn that those same people are riddled with mysteries we knew nothing of; we become offended, insulted, and hurt by such. It's a cycle that is always repeating and quite frankly makes me sick. How do you build a relationship? By seeing the flaws; the gaps, and form an understanding for them.
The choices you make are just as important as your actions. People can lie, they can lie very well. Everyone is a hypocrite, and if they deny it they are even more of a liar. But making a choice is much more than just saying a lie.; especially when actions follow right after.
This is a project that gets personal. Its format is text, video, audio, it will range from being reading material to seeing and hearing just what is next to come. I want those that will be following, participating, even my very slim number of assistants (should I begin pulling in more than one) helping in this project to be suffocated by it. Immersed into the unknown. See that there is something bigger than not just themselves, but those they are surrounded by. This isn't just psychological; this is horror, unraveling the mysteries of your own self as well as others.
And what it all will come down to is whether you will be able to handle it.
The game begins soon.
